I'm in a war with vermin.
Every time I walk into my garden, several blackbirds fly out. They are getting into the netting through small holes and having a field day.
I have had to replant many of my pea plants and three or four tomatoes. I found the husks of my sunflower seeds and no signs of plants. I have had to buy more plants and seeds to replace the damaged and missing ones.
Over the weekend, my replacement cucumber suddenly died. It had been growing beautifully for two weeks, then overnight went greyish and fell over.
I questioned everything I had done. I thought the previous one had suffered wind damage so this one was well protected from the wind. It got plenty of sun and I was careful to water the soil and not the leaves. I put slug and snail bait around it. Maybe there was something wrong with the soil? But surely that would have shown up straightaway.
The next day it was gone completely and there was a small hole where it had been. A tomato plant that had been nearly a foot tall and starting to flower was also missing. I picked up the next tomato plant from the path and replanted it in its spot.
My peas have had their growing tips trimmed off. Where I'd had a 100% hit rate from my seed, I suddenly found gaps.
I made windchimes and a rough scarecrow and noisemakers. I fixed up the bigger holes in the netting. I tried leaving a patch of soft turned over soil for them to play in.
Yesterday, I saw a small rabbit running out of my garden as I went in.
Today I found devastation in my brassica patch. I also found the hole the rabbit had gotten in through and blocked it up.
It's getting hard to stick to the concept I wanted in this garden. I feel like it's going to turn into a fortress rather than a fun peaceful garden.